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Wednesday, September 3, 2014
Tuesday, September 2, 2014
AFTERMATH OF 9/11
This month, September, marks the
13th anniversary of the 9/11 attack
on the World Trade Center. A few
days afterwards, Lynn and I were
staying at the house of friends
in Ojai, California,when I read
an account of the aftermath in the
New York Times.
Here’s what I wrote that afternoon:
Aftermath 9/11
Ojai,
California
September
14, 2001
Here,
all around me, is a landscape
begging
to be painted.
Beyond a redbrick terrace
blue
and purple plants crowd in;
species
that I’ve never seen before.
drifts
of giant sage, lucantha,
and
here and there a common rose.
Beyond all this stand orange trees and limes
and lemons. Further out, beyond the reach
of water pipes
and hoses,
are arid places with clusters of spiky succulents,
and part-dismembered, unattended cacti.
Above the borders, bees dart
among cascades of flowering herbs,
while butterflies, like shreds of tissue paper,
swirl and rise and fall.
The scene is mute and motionless.
No foreign sound, no breeze, no barking dog,
no distant drone of planes or traffic,
or the laughter of playing children.
But now look down. Here, open on my lap,
the Sunday paper shows an anguished and
chaotic scene two thousand miles away.
A photo shows the silhouetted,
criss-cross lattice of the shattered towers’ remains.
A devil-made design that could,
were it left unsalvaged where it stands,
become a starker and more telling monument
than any man-made memorial.
And on another page, portraits of two
dozen wanted men, their faces
grave and troubled, even shameful,
as though they’d had some premonition
of their act’s outcome.
Two pages on – the tragic flip-side of the assault
– are fifteen portraits of dead and missing victims,
their faces smiling, or in repose. Each bears
some eulogistic paragraph:
the scoutmaster; a man called Yang,
who earned ten bucks an hour; Katherine who
loved the stage, Ruben, the Michael Jordan fan
who lived for sport.
Hundreds of such pictures have appeared
and there’ll be thousands more.
Reflect. How different did these gentle faces look
in their last fear-frozen moments?
Meanwhile, the nation reels,
vowing not to turn the other cheek,
and speaking of revenge, and war.
And after this carnage, dare I demand:
where is God, all-knowing, just and merciful?
John Birch
2001
Monday, August 4, 2014
A PASSING ACQUAINTANCE
. . . something odd and unwelcome happened . . . I
withdrew
my hand in a quick, impetuous movement . . .
His name was Patrick Gallagher. I met him in my mid-20s more than 50 years ago, when I was alone in Cyprus, on ten days
leave from my regiment in Egypt. The hotel was perched on a cliff outside
Boghaz, a dozen miles up the east coast from Famagusta. It had only a few spartan bedrooms, a small,
barely patronized restaurant and a lounge that was open to a big stone terrace
with a view of the Mediterranean. I’d had a late dinner and sat reading in the
lounge in a deep wicker chair. It was dusk, and the proprietor had lit the
lamps. There was nobody else staying in the hotel that early in the season.
Gallagher
walked in and nodded to me in silent acknowledgment. He was a tall, bony man,
with sad deep eyes, thinning red hair and a slight stoop. The manager seemed to
know him well, and they conversed in Greek. He ordered a cognac and took a seat
across the room. I had no doubt he was English; his khaki drill pants, suede
desert boots, service style shirt and an Ascot made this obvious. Besides, he
was carrying a copy of the Manchester
Guardian Weekly.
Far from home,
I’d have welcomed a chat with a fellow Brit, or with anyone, for that matter,
but he seemed absorbed by his newspaper. I returned to my book and was thinking
of going to bed when he looked up and spoke.
“What are you reading?”
I closed the book and held the cover up
to him.
“Evelyn Waugh.
‘Men at Arms,’ It’s only just come
out.”
“Like it?” he
asked.
“Very much.”
“So did I,” he
said. “I’d guess you’re a military man yourself.”
He came over
and held out his hand.
“Patrick Gallagher.”
It turned out that he was a retired
army colonel. After World War II he’d settled in Cyprus, where he’d served in
the Intelligence Corps ten years earlier. He was on the board of Cyprus Airways
and one or two other local companies.
I guessed he
was in his mid-fifties, which would have made me twenty-four, and a mere
lieutenant at the time, thirty years his junior. He was widely read and had
interesting views, but an attentive listener. At that age, with few profound
opinions about anything, I was interested in books and writers, and flattered
when he asked what I thought about this and that. We found we were both Catholics,
and he talked interestingly about Waugh, Greene, Joyce, Wilde and others who’d
been influenced in widely different ways by Catholicism. He seemed to have a
special affection for Wilde, and often quoted him.
We talked for
an hour or two, quickly becoming open and intimate in that way that can happen
when two expatriates meet, isolated from their own world. Although our ages
were different, we found we had much in common. We’d both graduated from Sandhurst,
Britain’s only military academy, shared the same tastes in the arts, and
political affiliations.
During the
evening he showed deep concern about a recent upsurge in terrorist action in
Cyprus. It was April, 1955, and Archbishop Makarios was pressing for enosis, union with Greece. Several
British-owned properties had been burned down, and bombs had exploded in bars
and clubs in Nicosia, killing British soldiers. There were rumors that George
Grivas, the Greek partisan who’d
harassed the Nazis in occupied Greece, was already training guerillas in the
Troodos Mountains.
Before we went home, after a couple
of drinks for the road, he shook my hand.
“When are you
going back to Egypt?”
I told him I
had just two more days.
“Oh, right,” he
said. “You must come and have dinner with me before you go. What are you doing
tomorrow night?”
I apologized, explaining
that I’d met a girl in Famagusta. Tomorrow would be my last chance to see her,
since she’d be unavoidably away in Beirut on my last day.
He laughed,
uneasily, I thought. “You’re a fast worker. Is she beautiful?”
I said she was
indeed beautiful, and felt myself blushing.
“She’s pretty special,” I said. “Her
name’s Carmina. Her mother’s Venezuelan and her father’s American.”
“And you’re in
love?”
I shrugged,
unable to express myself.
“Well, you know
how it is.”
“Yes,” he said.
“I know how it is.”
We arranged to
meet for dinner on my last evening on the island. Before he went home, he drew
a map showing how to get to his house, which was somewhere in the hills behind
the hotel.
I forgot Gallagher
for all of the next day, driving in my rented car to Famagusta to see Carmina.
We sailed alone down the coast in her father’s boat, swam in sea as clear as
tap-water, and lay together in the warm spring sun in a deserted, sandy bay
near Cape Greco. Later we found a taverna where they broiled fresh red mullet
on charcoal, and served jugs of retsina from oak casks. By the time I returned to
the hotel next morning I was utterly entranced by Carmina. I began to feel the
wrench of leaving her in Cyprus, little knowing that, in only a few months, my
battalion would be sent to the island for two whole years.
The next day
alone at the hotel passed slowly. I swam, read my book, did some packing to
save time the next morning, and had a leisurely lunch. With Carmina away in Beirut,
I began to look forward to the company of Patrick, my new friend.
Around six that
evening I drove to his home, along a rocky winding road about a mile from the
sea. A handsome single-story house, with sky-blue shuttered windows and a long
balustraded porch, it stood on a slope carpeted with blood-red anemones,
brought out by the spring rains. A few spindly pines stood around the house to
give it shade in the arid Cyprus summer.
Gallagher sat
on the porch waiting for me. A brindle bull terrier crouched on the floor at
his feet, and growled as I came up the steps. Gallagher rose to meet me and
shook my hand warmly, bending to pat the dog.
“This is Hannibal. He’s quite
harmless. Too bloody harmless, under the circumstances -- I expect you’ve heard
the news.”
“No,” I said. “What’s
happened?”
On the table in
front of him was a bottle of wine in a cooler, and two glasses. He filled my
glass and topped-up his own, offering me a chair.
“They’ve shot a
Brit in Ayios Elias. A retired Army man, like me.”
“How far away
is that?”
Gallagher
thumbed over his shoulder. “Three miles back there. No distance at all.”
“What are you
going to do?”
“There’s not a
lot I can do.”
Then, as though
deliberately changing the subject, he added “Let me show you around the place.”
The house was
much bigger than it seemed from outside. The furniture was mostly locally-made,
but elegant. There were several fine eighteenth century English paintings and
some good porcelain pieces in the big living and dining rooms, in both of which
were tall book-cases filled to the ceiling.
Something odd
and unwelcome happened while we toured the house. We were standing in his
bedroom, looking out at the sea, when he slipped his hand into mine and
squeezed it. He went on talking about the house as though nothing had happened.
I withdrew my hand with a quick, impetuous movement, and stepped away from him.
Suddenly confused, he muttered something that I took to be an apology.
“It’s . . . it’s a beautiful house.”
I said after a few moments.
“It is, isn’t
it?” he said. “Too damned beautiful for me to run away and leave to these
savages.”
The atmosphere
was chilly for the next few minutes, and at dinner I noted he’d set our places
at opposite ends of his long dining room table. He served a simple local meal: dolma, vine leaves stuffed with rice,
mint and minced lamb; aphelia, a
casserole of tender pork with red wine and coriander seeds, and a dessert of fresh fruit.
He spoke disdainfully about Cyprus’s own wines, and we drank a light red
Bordeaux.
He was much less talkative now than
he’d been two evenings ago. Was he shamed by my unspoken rejection of his
approach before dinner, or disturbed by the news of fresh violence on his
doorstep? I searched in my mind for a
topic that might revive the conversation.
“You’re a
sitting duck out here,” I said, “You need to do something to make this place
safer.”
Gallagher was
decanting a bottle of port.
“I’ve been thinking about that,
naturally,” he said, pausing to pour the wine. “The nights worry me most. The
bastards could get right up to the house without my hearing them. You’re more
up-to-date with these things than I am. Any ideas?”
We talked about
reinforcing the doors, barring the windows, and setting-up a radio link with
the village police station. We even discussed the possibility of his abandoning
the house and moving into a better-protected building in Nicosia or
Famagusta. He was cool about all these
things, especially any suggestion that he should, as he put it, “run away from
the enemy.”
“I’d settle for a basic early warning
system,” he said, “something that’d make Hannibal bark and wake me up. How
could we do that?”
I had an idea,
though basic it was.
“Do you have a
workshop here?” I asked.
He led me to a
shed at back of the house, where we emptied a little pile of nails, nuts and
bolts from a collection of old coffee cans onto a workbench. Then we punched
holes in the empty cans and put just two or three pebbles in each, stringing
them between the trees. The theory behind this Rube Goldberg contraption was
that, if anyone were to approach the house in the dark, the loose pebbles would
rattle in the cans, waking the dog.
We talked and
joked as we worked, our mutual discomfort and tension forgotten. Back in the
house we toasted our ingenuity with port. When we parted that night he thanked
me at the door. His handshake was firm and brisk. He promised he’d write when I
was back in Egypt.
* * *
Gallagher never
wrote. Almost three months later, the situation in Cyprus had become so serious
that my battalion was sent into action there. For the first few months, armed
only with shields and batons, we found ourselves face-to-face with rioters in
the narrow streets of Nicosia. The crisis was escalating; every few days an
Army truck was blown-up and its occupants killed on the lonely roads out to the
Troodos Mountains, or the asbestos mines in Morphou. Much worse was to come as
the Greek Cypriot population rallied behind Archbishop Makarios and his
campaign for union with Greece.
I didn’t seek
out Gallagher. On the rare occasions when I had a few hours off duty I spent
them with Carmina. But late one night in October I heard news of him by the
most remarkable and unlikely means. I was attached to the staff of COSDO, the
office of the Chief of Staff and Director of Operations. Sitting in a trailer,
my colleagues and I were collecting and acting on reports of incidents that
came in by radio and telephone from Army units and police stations all over the
Island.
That night,
amid the babble of voices and the buzzing and ringing on the lines in that
smoke-filled vehicle, I heard Gallagher’s name. The message was indistinct,
coming and going over the ether. But it described, in detached, matter-of-fact
detail, his murder by men with shotguns at the house outside Boghaz. There was
mention of a dog, and a “home-made warning device made out of tin cans.”
But there was a
revealing postscript in The Times of
Cyprus two days later. A brief
report claimed that Gallagher’s death had not been a political crime, but a “domestic”
one. It alleged that “unidentified assailants” had killed him, “in revenge for
his alleged abuse of young men and boys in and around the village of Boghaz.”
* * *
Monday, June 30, 2014
GARDENS OF LUST
The villagers of West Wycombe and
Medenham, about 30 miles from London, knew something sinister was afoot. From time to time, crouched on the
riverbank after dark, they’d hear the bawdy laughter as boatloads of women
passed up the river Thames. Those who were bold enough to hide among the yew
trees and willows watched as coaches unloaded parties of men dressed as monks
outside the Gothic arch that led to the mysterious chalk caves under West
Wycombe Hill. There were rumors of pagan rites, orgies, Black Masses, and even
Satanic rituals.
Could it be true, the locals wondered, that the man
behind this debauchery was Sir Francis Dashwood, their landlord? It hardly
seemed likely. After all, he was a friend of the Prime Minister, and himself a
Member of Parliament for 20 years. They’d have been even more convinced of
his innocence had they known that, later in life, he’d become Chancellor of the Exchequer, then
Postmaster General, and finally treasurer to King George himself.
It was indeed Sir Francis, the 15th
in a line of barons who, born in 1708, inherited his father’s title and estate
when he was sixteen. He grew up to be one of the great rakes of his century,
presiding over a secret society that called itself The Monks of Medenham, The
Order of the Knights of Medenham and, ironically, The Knights of St. Francis of
Wycomb. But whatever they called their mysterious group, it became notorious
throughout England and beyond as The Hellfire Club.
Sir Francis grew up at West Wycombe Park, a
magnificent Palladian mansion in the county of Buckinghamshire. In his early
twenties he made the Grand Tour of Europe, and spent long enough in Italy to
fall in love with its history, its classical buildings, its rich mythology, and
at the same time develop a deep a hatred of the Catholic Church. All of these
influences had a profound effect on his life. On his travels he became absorbed
with the Freemasons, the Rosicrucians, Satanism and the pagan cultures of
Ancient Britain. In France he even attended a Black Mass as a fascinated
observer.
On his return to England, Sir Francis
founded The Society of the Dillettanti in London that, like many other such
clubs for drinking and womanizing, was frequented by young royals and
aristocrats like himself. But after five years, mere debauchery may have grown
too tame for his tastes, and he embraced a more depraved interest much closer
to home. In Medenham, a few miles from the Dashwood mansion in West Wycombe, he
acquired a ruined abbey on the bank of the River Thames. Originally built by
Cistercian monks in the 12th Century, the abbey was a long walk from
the nearest road, and well hidden in a triangular wood. The best way to reach
it was by boat on the river, which made it easy for those attending the profane
rituals to come and go unseen.
Dashwood spent a huge amount of money rebuilding the
abbey, with marble columns, painted ceilings and stained glass windows. Charles
Johnstone, a contemporary novelist, was clearly alluding to goings on at
Medenham Abbey when he described a “group of noted persons who met on an Island
in the Thames . . . for the purpose of indulging in nameless vices, and
worshiping the Devil.” He describes the ceiling of the chapel as “covered with
emblems and devices too gross to require explanation, and portraits . . . in
attitudes and actions horrible to imagine.”
Other writings describe the surroundings of the abbey
as a “garden of lust.” It was said that the little groves around the abbey were
“filled with statuary in indecent poses,” and there was a cave that contained
images of “sexually robust animals and birds.” In one room the walls were hung
with paintings copied from indecent Roman frescoes. Another contained portraits
of notorious English prostitutes.
To remind members about the secrecy of the rituals
practiced at the abbey, statues of two historic figures were said to stand at
each end of the dining hall, both with fingers to their lips – Angerona, the
little known Roman goddess of secrecy, and Harpocrates (not Hippocrates), her
Egyptian counterpart. Dashwood’s ‘knights’ and ‘monks’ must have taken the
gods’ message seriously, because little is known about the rites and rituals at
their meetings. However, after seeing the artwork, anyone with only half an
imagination could provide several interpretations of the words of Rabelais
carved over the Abbey’s entrance in archaic French – “Fay Ce Que Voudras” – “Do what you wish.”
If Medenham
Abbey was intriguing, a new temple that Sir Francis built was no less macabre.
Three years before he acquired the abbey, Dashwood rebuilt a two mile stretch
of road near West Wycombe, allegedly to give work to locals ruined by recent
failed harvests. To obtain chalk for the road he burrowed into some
long-neglected caves at the bottom of a hill on which the village church stood.
The caves were said to have been catacombs for pagan worship in England’s
earliest history. Workers in Dashwood’s ‘chalk quarry’ noticed that the place
had such a strange lacework of tunnels and chambers that many believed to
have some magical or occult purpose. At the far end of the tunnels, a quarter
of a mile from the entrance, lay a little circular chamber that seemed to have
some quite different intended use.
A few years after he bought Medenham Abbey, Dashwood
began developing the caves under West Wycomb hill as a meeting place for his ‘monks’
and ‘friars.’ A number of the small chambers were furnished and used by members
of the club to entertain the ‘nuns’ and other visiting women. Further down,
across a subterranean stream they called The
Styx, (a river to the underworld in Greek mythology) beyond which various
ceremonies took place in the little circular chamber, said to include Black
Masses conducted over the naked bodies of aristocratic women.
Yet another mystery is a golden ball, twenty-two feet
in circumference, built by Sir Francis in 1752 atop the spire of West Wycombe’s
St. Lawrence Church, on the hill above the caves. There were wooden seats
inside, where several people could sit in a tight little circle. All that seems
to be known about the use of the tower was that, in the words of John Wilkes,
himself a ‘friar,’ there was singing “very unfit for the profane ears of the
world below.”
When writer Charles Johnstone described the members of
the Knights of St. Francis as “a group of noted persons,” he was right. Mike
Howard, a present day writer about cults and witchcraft, claims that suspected
members included the Prince of Wales, Thomas Potter, the son of the Archbishop
of Canterbury, and John Wilkes, a radical Member of Parliament and Lord Mayor
of London. Others were William Hogarth, Britain’s greatest satirical artist,
Sir Horace Walpole, Britain’s first Prime Minister, and the Earl of Bute,
another Prime Minister.
Perhaps the most unlikely suspect of
all was Ben Franklin, who was Postmaster to the Colonies when Sir Francis held the
same post for the British Isles. Franklin had three long summer stays at
Dashwood’s country seat. They no doubt talked business and, incongruously,
collaborated on an abridgement of the Church of England Book of Common Prayer.
However, a book called Temple and Lodge,
published in the US in the 90s, claimed that “this proponent of temperance,
frugality . . . moderation and cleanliness, while primly exhorting his readers
not to use ‘venery,’ became a member of Dashwood’s ‘Franciscans.’”
Were all the stories true about Dashwood and his elite
club? It’s hard to say. There’s ample written and physical evidence that he was
a hard drinking, whoring and depraved rake. But Satanism, occult rituals, pagan
rites? Some believe that Dashwood was no
more than a dirty-minded and debauched joker, and a brilliant publicist who’d
found a way to titillate and befriend the leaders of the British Establishment.
Then again, maybe it was no more than an ingeniously concocted façade, and the
club simply “a cross between the Dead
Poets Society and a risqué Playboy club,” in the words of the family archives
of one of the ‘friars,’ Lord Sandwich.
I guess we’ll never know.
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